Honesty

I try to be honest and true to my feelings, therefore I write what I feel at the time. As such what I write may contradict each other over a period of time. But that is me, my feelings may change, my perceptions may change and my situation may change.
At this stage I am searching, looking, listening and analyzing. For me it is a way of healing, a way of getting rid of the clutter in my mind as I had a burn-out episode two months ago. In a way it is like sorting through and cleaning up a crashed hard drive.